Timothy Golubev
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March 2 | Updated:
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Felidran, half-Shadow demon
Male
26 years | August 10th
182cm
At the age of 14, Timothy was tied to Percep, but he never told his parents about his nightmares or Percep, believing that no one would believe him and that he was perhaps hallucinating.
So, Timothy decides to take matters into his own hands and try to find out more about Percep, eventually leading him to uncover the dark secrets behind the mysterious entity.
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When Percep took over Timothy, his eyes would turn bright red, signaling that Timothy was no longer himself but that his twin or spirit had taken over. Not only could he manipulate Timothy's thoughts and actions, but he could also use his body and hands to act independently.
This only happened when Timothy was asleep or when he let it happen, after they agreed on a plan or decision. Afterward, Timothy has no memory of what went down and cannot recall any moments when Percep was in control. However, if Timothy began to wake up while Percep was still in his body, a powerful force would push Percep out.
It wasn't a choice.
It was nature's way of keeping two souls from existing in one body at the same time. Since Timothy's soul was still there, just sleeping, waking up would automatically kick Percep out, no matter how strong he was.
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Timy, Timmy
Timmy boy (By Anton)
Monster
Little shadow (By some Shadow Demons)
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Nationality: Russian
Spoken Language: Russian, English
Home
Fenreach (Birthplace, former residence)
Grayhold Town (Current residence)
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Date of death: Unknown, 22 years old at death
Was murdered, but came back to life for an unknown reason
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[Personal Data]
Occupation:
Graphic Designer (Former)
Warehouse Associate (Current)
Gas Station Clerk [Night Shift], (Future)
Hobby:
Journaling/Sketching
Puzzle-solving
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Marital Status: Single
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Family:
Love (Mother, unknown status)
Boris (Father, unknown status)
Peter (Oldest brother)
Michael (Twin)
Percep (Related)
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Friends & Others:
Anton (Best friend)
Jayana (Ex/Past relationship)
William (Ex-classmate, tormentor)
Stentor (Acquaintance)
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[Physiology]
Special Abilities (CCA):
Black wings
Emphatic link (with Michael)
Black Wings:
They don't grant the ability to fly, but they move and respond to his emotions.
Their full nature and potential are still unknown.
Empathic Link:
A strong emotional and sensory bond that allows Michael and Timothy to feel each other's emotions and pain as if they were their own.
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Half-Shadow Demon Form:
After being murdered at the age of 22, his body was brought back to life.
The revival changed him permanently, leaving him in a state between mortal and shadow demon. His body now functions through a mix of normal biology and shadow energy.
Demonic Traits:
Pulse:
His heartbeat is slow and uneven.
When he is extremely calm or overwhelmed by anger, it can nearly stop. Despite this, he remains alive, sustained by shadow energy that replaces parts of his normal bodily functions, almost as if his body is being held together by possession rather than biology.
Cold Touch:
His hands and certain areas of his skin are noticeably cold to others, even though he doesn't feel the cold himself.
Internal Changes:
Organs close to his old fatal wounds, such as his back, neck, and forearm, are blackened and infused with shadow energy. His blood is usually a dark red, but turns black when his emotions spike or his powers awaken. Areas that were not damaged before his death remain mostly normal, with warmer skin and regular blood flow.
Healing:
New injuries heal within hours and do not leave scars.
The scars from before his resurrection remain as pale, sealed marks and never fade.
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Orientation:
Does not know his orientation and does not seek to find out.
(Future gay and Asexual)
Allergies and mental health problems?
Allergies:
None
Mental Health/Disability:
Insomnia
Amnesia
Schizophrenia (visions of shadow demons, linked to Percep)
Difficulty feeling warmth
Physical disability?
On his back, there are two closed scars where his wings were removed, as well as a cut on his neck. He also has a scar on his right forearm that may be from reattachment, though he doesn't remember or know how it got there. The origins of the closed scars are unknown to him.
Fears
Apotemnophobia (Fear of amputation)
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[Bad habits]
Does not smoke
Does not drink
Does not do drugs (Takes Melatonin only when needed for sleep problems)
At 22, he used to take different sleep and antipsychotic pills, but they weren't effective.
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[Preferences]
Likes:
Healthy food
His mother's homemade Russian pancakes
Dislikes:
Loud noises
Sweets/junk foods (doesn't mind a little)
Coffee
Being judged/accused
The smell of smoke
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Trivia
Timothy's Ambidextrous (When writing: Left hand, when eating: Right hand).
He has a rather soft voice.
His pupils glow slightly in the dark. (Due to his shadow demon bloodline)
His ears go down when he's nervous, awkward, or feeling negative emotions, but sometimes he lets them droop simply, just because it feels comfortable.
Suffers from severe daily headaches, the doctors, including Peter, prescribed medication, but it's mostly ineffective. He tried to stay positive, but the pain often left him unfocused and overthinking.
After his resurrection at 22, he struggled with his appetite, as normal meals tasted off. The smell of raw meat tempted his shadow demon instincts, but he had mixed feelings about it, and he forced himself to eat normal food until he got used to it. Ultimately, he succeeded.
He experienced amnesia at age 11 after Michael's unfortunate death, nearly losing his own life in the process, and suffering memory loss.
At 22, he experienced amnesia again after his death, and once more after his hospital discharge due to self-harm, making it hard to remember the people he once knew. Over time, many memories gradually returned.
His heartbeat sometimes pauses without causing harm, making it difficult for doctors to measure his vital signs.
Animals, especially cats and dogs, react strongly to him. They may hiss, growl, stare intently, or act unusually cautious when he is nearby.
Usually quiet, awkward, and innocent. He can take time to get to know new people and sometimes struggles to communicate. He tends to think a lot before speaking and often forgets small details.
In normal moods, he tries to keep a gentle smile and avoid trouble. He feels most comfortable around his friends and Anton, though his behavior is often slightly awkward.
He usually keeps his feelings to himself, even when something bothers him, preferring not to worry others. He often masks his emotions with a calm or cheerful demeanor. However, if he's under a lot of pressure or repeatedly asked if "everything's okay", he can unexpectedly raise his voice or react sharply, usually without meaning to. These moments are rare. Most of the time, he works hard to stay in control and reassure others, even when he doesn't feel okay.
Relationship with Anton
Anton was Timothy's first real friend, the first person who made him feel truly seen. He's funny, easygoing, and knows how to make Timothy smile or laugh, even when he's in a dark mood. Around Anton, he can relax, speak more openly, and sometimes even forget the noise in his head.
They met in middle school when most other kids were unkind, but Anton chose to help instead of joining in. That small act changed everything for Timothy.
Since he hadn't had many friends before, his bond with Anton feels new and special, something he doesn't want to lose. He admires Anton's kindness and calmness and wants to care for him in return, just as Anton cared for him.
Even as adults, their friendship remains strong.
Relationship with Peter
He looks up to Peter not just as a brother, but as someone who understands him better than anyone else. He trusts Peter with things he can't say to others, such as his confusion, hallucinations, fears, and memories. Peter notices small details, like how Timothy's hands shake, his avoidance of eye contact, or when he stumbles over words, and quietly supports him.
Seeing Peter's tension or worry can make Timothy nervous, but it's also comforting because it shows how much Peter cares. He sometimes worries about asking too much or making Peter upset, but with Peter, he feels safe. He doesn't have to hide or pretend, so he can simply be himself, and that is enough.
Relationship with Percep
Timothy's feelings toward Percep are complicated.
Sometimes he tries to ignore him and stay patient, but their connection often leaves him frustrated and anxious. He's unsure whether to trust Percep's words, sometimes listening and other times completely shutting him out. Even after being trapped together for so long, He can't fully understand what Percep truly is... a protector, a curse, or something in between.
They argue frequently, blaming each other over small things, but their stubbornness and awkward dynamic always lead to silence rather than lasting conflict. Eventually, things return to normal, though Timothy is often still slightly annoyed.
Deep down, he is honestly tired of Percep's constant chatter.
Relationship with Michael
Timothy and Michael shared a bond deeper than most siblings.
When they were younger, they hardly needed words is just a glance, a gesture, or a sigh was enough to understand each other. When one was upset, the other felt it, and arguments were short lived, quickly replaced by quiet apologies or awkward smiles.
After Timothy lost his memories, that connection was broken.
Michael tried to hide his disappointment, but Timothy still felt it, like a faint ache in his chest. Now, seeing Michael is like looking into a mirror that doesn't fully match reality. Michael seems to know things Timothy can't remember, leaving him uneasy but curious. Timothy struggles to figure out whether Michael is still his brother... or just a reflection of who he used to be, and he remains hesitant to fully trust him.
Relationship with Thomas
He still trusts Thomas, even if he doesn't always understand him.
They often spend quiet time together, speaking only when something comes to mind. These small moments feel comfortable and easy.
He remembers the first time Thomas defended him from bullies. Thomas stood silently in front of him, forcing the others to back off. Timothy didn't look at him at first, confused by Thomas's calm authority, especially after hearing rumors about how tough he could be. That day, Timothy felt safe, curious, and quietly thankful.
Recently, Thomas has grown more awkward around him, avoiding eye contact, struggling to find the right words, and sometimes smiling awkwardly before they fall into silence. Timothy isn't bothered by this, as he sees past the shyness, and the quiet moments feel meaningful rather than empty. He knows Thomas quietly cares for him, forming a bond built on unspoken trust.
Relationship with William
Timothy remembers William as a quiet classmate who slowly became a friend.
They often stayed after class, trading homework help for stories, and their silences were unexpectedly comfortable. One day, William suddenly stopped coming to school. His desk was empty, his messages went unanswered, and he disappeared. Timothy tried to find him repeatedly, but no one knew where he had gone.
After Timothy's amnesia, his memories of William faded, though faint flashes of laughter and warmth sometimes return.
Years later, when they ran into each other, William seemed different and distant, surrounded by a darker presence that Timothy couldn't explain. Despite the uneasy feeling, a quiet hope lingered that the friend he once knew was still beneath the distance and darkness.